2024 Competition
Third Prize
Ellana Leonie Hoare
Stereotypical Teenage Gathering
You sit next to me on the leather sofa,
It's soft and I'm drunk enough to feel delayed at your impact.
Suddenly we’re talking on the kitchen floor – it’s tiled and it's the
only thing on my mind,
My bum is aching and I'm not thinking of kissing you I promise.
There's an adolescent and flirtatious air and I'm belatedly disgusted
it's coming from us.
But I can’t be disgusted for long when you stare at me with soft,
wobbly eyes.
Someone mentions a kebab and suddenly I'm struggling to look
composed,
I don't want you to think I'm looking green because of you.
I’m worried this is it, we don't speak much outside this dimly-lit, crowd infested house and abruptly I’m worried your name is
different and I won’t know who to yearn for.
I want to ask you for the right pronunciation but that feels about the
same as death.
So I stew in my worry and hope against my own best interest that
someone calls for you.
Everything is very sudden and instant, but slow and dragging.
The evening is already done and beyond me but we have hours until
daybreak.
I hope you’ll let me sit here with you, on linoleum floors until we
disintegrate.